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An Oath
Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 4:38 AM
Dear People;
This is a solemn declaration from me! that this blog will cease to function after 2359 hours today.
TY.


blogging's not a chore.
i mean it.
i'd just need to remove all 'attractions' away because of the promotional exams.
its like a luxury item,
and i dont intend to make it into a daily necessity either.
but judging by the fact that previous posts were interval-ed every 24 hours,
i think i still have a long way to go. ):


fact is, i'm doing this, primarily is because of the promos.
I DONT WANT TO DROP AND DONT WANT TO LEAVE MY CLASS.


the chemistry faculty test that i've just received sent me a fresh new wave of reminder of how i fared in one of the secondary4's bio papers.
but now, its more different.
things are tougher and more thorough than they used to be.
and of course they aren't as easy to cope with than in the o levels.
i really need to study.
for real.


i've got to take action this time.
be stricter with myself.
rules arent really meant to be broken.
they're set up for law-abiding citizens to follow.
and i believe that i AM a law-abiding citizen.
so i follow rules.
better stick to schedules like glue.


so now, social life and any new media are out of bounds.
until the promos end at least.


and the chemistry faculty test paper made me think of what my tuition teacher had said to my mum.
true, i'm lazy and i lack self discipline.
i intended to prove him wrong, by studying in a junior college.
but the circumstances now, it seems like his assumptions are right after all.
and maybe i should have taken his advice.
and took the poly route.
it might have been easier.


but what can i do now.
i'm NOT AT ALL willing go to poly.
not in this state.
no.i dont want to.


i'm not dissing polies or anything.
my bestie's inside.
but i just dont want to.


okay.
gotta go.
i'm starting from today.
its okay to take small steps first.
you'll catch up in a few days in controlling yourself.
at least i have waeyo in school.
and speaking of which,
DUMB KPK MADE ME RUN A MARATHON TO GET BACK THAT LOVELY PIECE OF PAPER.
GOOD FOR HER.
LOSE WEIGHT. HAHA
and the unfair thing is, i got smacked for demanding to get her to return me my paper.
how nice.


nownow,
seriously,
going.
TTFN(:


pull up your socks girl,
cause the ride's gonna get wild.




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