Vodka and Cavier

NYAA

Saturday, June 10, 2006, 9:58 PM

returned to singapore on thursday.
because i had gone to kota tinggi for nyaa camp.

DAY ONE
reported in school with a ~~terrible-looking~~ bag.
got grouped in group 1.
and hitched on a bus and headed for kota.
sean brought a whole BAG-full of snacks,
and was nice enough to share it with us.

thr trip to kota was long.
and i slept 3/4 on my way there.

all the first day activities were held at base camp.
and that includes Indiana Jones,Trust Fall,The Flying Fox and many others.
they were great!

DAY TWO
kayaking~
i got paired up with daniel.
we had lunch on the kayak.
and it was bread with tuna.
but due to the rain,
it became ~~soggy~~ bread

DAY THREE
trekking of Mt.Panti
i was lucky not to have any leech bites(=
had a rather pathetic lunch at the summit.
then trekked down to base camp again.

in the evening,
had a solo night-walk.
wasn't as long as i thought it would be.
and i minded my language(=
shared ghost stories at the end of the trail.
suprisingly,
i'm not as freaked out as before.
i'm a grown up now.
haha

DAY FOUR
last day of camp.
cleaned up the toilet.
a terrible process.
and i'm very grateful that singapore has clean toilets
with working flush systems.
i'm eternally grateful to the government of singapore.
*salutes*

lunched at macs with my other khakis
then went home.

friday
met up with tiq for breakfast at ws.
then headed for english supp class.
and had lunch at macs again with some of the boys.
talked alot,
or rather gossipped(=
mostly about camp la
haha

grass jelly drink.

Thursday, June 01, 2006, 2:51 AM

ha~
its the holidays man!

i've gotten back my results.
my math was okay,as usual.
there were improvements in my english language.
and overall i managed to pass.
but sadly
my class position aint very high.

but that was last week's matter.
and we're holding a seniors' farewell BBQ tmr evening.
and i'm having second thoughts attending it.
something happened today and it managed to wreck my day.
maybe i'm just pissed with myself.

i feel totally useless sometimes.
i always lose out to everybody,
in everything.
it feels terrible.

it seems to me that my appearance in this world is neglegible.
i did want to help,
but it seemed that the others had all kept them to themselves.
even the teacher gave all the work to those ______.
and i've got nothing to do.
i really mean NOTHING.
while ______ have aplenty of things to finish.

maybe i'm starting to get jealous or smth.
maybe, or rather,
MOST PROBABLY.
i'm starting to turn into a desperate-for-power monster.
please get someone to annihilate me.

and it seems much to me that i'm really not much of use,
so i'll shan't bother about such cases anymore.
besides,
it isnt my job in the first place.
and henceforth,
i won't feel so terrible.

anyway,
i'm gonna start my revision.
all over again.
and i promise my self to pass every subject with
at least a c5.
thats the minimum grade i must achieve.

NYAA

Saturday, June 10, 2006, 9:58 PM

grass jelly drink.

Thursday, June 01, 2006, 2:51 AM