Vodka and Cavier

bio (again)

Thursday, February 22, 2007, 4:56 AM

today's been rather hectic.
could hardly get a breather.

the results for the bio test i received today,
again was a piece of shit.
i'd just merely passed.
though i admit that i wasn't fully prepared for the test,
but i did go through the notes that mrs lim provided us with.
and yet the people around me managed to score way higher than i did.
its really really demoralizing.
it really sucks to have grades like that.
and thanks to it,
i'm gonna have a retest next week.

my chem and physics are fine.
but i just can't seem to cope with bio.
AND I DO NOT KNOW WHY!
WHAY CAN OTHERS DO SO WELL BUT NOT ME???
WHY?
you know, all these questions are really, really getting on my nerves.
i did study for the previous test.
i studied real hard.
and what are my results?
a 50% pass.
TELL ME WHAT IS THIS?

i do not wish to drop this subject.
but its really disheartening to achieve grades like that after all the hard work being put in.

ohswell.
i'll just have to try harder
and harder.
and sooner you'll be noticing my hair all turning white overnight.

chinese new year blues

Saturday, February 17, 2007, 12:54 AM

man, this is so stupid.

i had thought that the new year would bring me at least some good luck.
but it turned out that instead of being blessed,
i was ~~cursed~~.
let me explain WHY.

on friday, instead of bringing the stuffs for friday's timetable,
i've brought those that belong to thursday's instead.
as usual, the first 2 periods were math.
thats the similarity.
the difference:
thursday:
next 2 periods was mother tongue
friday:
the next 2 periods was chemistry

pathetic right?
but thank goodness mrs ang was magnanimous.
and i got to have my butt seated on my chair instead of being seated along the corridoor outside the classroom.
man, i lead a ~~sad~~ life.

but one happy thing is that i've finally got all my new year preparations done.
wells,at least for myself la.
ooh, and another point i wish to mention.
I'VE BOUGHT 4 SETS OF CLOTHES FOR ONLY 35 DOLLARS
like, ohmygod, isn't that crazy?
*p.s i like to bimbo-talk sometimes, but i'm not a ~~bimbo~~
oh, and the clothes are really pretty!
the sales lady at the fitting room had that suprised look on her face when i returned her only the hangers, not the clothes.
lols

and i've purchased my bedsheets for tomorrow.
buti've aint entirely finished buying my accesories yet.
and according to my mum,
she said most of the stores are now closed.
how disheartening.

and i've been in really foul moods recently.
almost everything gets on my nerve.
sighs.
on mondays, we get monday blues.
on new year's day, I get new year's blues.
sighs

'O' levels examinations dates

Friday, February 09, 2007, 12:55 AM

the o level results are out today.
and i feel bad for the seniors.
i've heard that many of them failed english.

then now the pressure is on us, the current sec4 batch.
i'm so worried.
what if our results were to turn out to be like that as well?
what would i do?
oh my gosh.
i cant imagine.
all the disappointment, all the sadness.
mymy.
i will cry until i die.

when mrs henry stepped into class today,
she had already looked defeated.
defeated by her students' results.
i dont wish, dont want to see that look on her face.
i would feel so crushed.
VERY crushed.

i must do my revisions.
especially for english.
but it isnt an easy subject to conquer.
die.
i'm so freaking dead.

weekend assgmnt

Friday, February 02, 2007, 7:17 AM

ladidadida~

had training today.
and whats worse is that,
it isnt even the rehearsals for speech day.
man, i'm so tired out.

all the cca's practically left before us.
even the netball girls left at least half an hour before we ended.

but one ggod thing is that tiq was chosen as one of the four to become the pc.
yippee!

gonna subscribe cable soon!
yay yay(=

but gotta finish weekend assignment first
it more important.
and its like a 'vitamin' we get every weekend.
a special 'vitamin'
man, i sound like a nerd)=